How do i do it?

I have always found the idea of blogging rather interesting. I have been meaning to have my own blog but there is one thing that stands in the way; the fact that it is very restrictive. Restrictive in a sense that there are things that i will not be abel to write about primarily because there are other people involved in it. The world is a small place and if i write about someone, that person is bound to find out about it eventually. Thats the only catch to blogging. In that sense i guess a journal or a diary is much better but there are dangers to that too. The most obvious danger is that if that material falls in the wrong hands. I mean seriously, if i were crappin about someone and that very person reads my diary/journal, it would be really shitty.

So than, how does an individual express himself? I guess that is the million dollar question. I mean, whats the point of having a log but not being able to write freely? Sometimes i think the safest place to store anything is inside my head. I mean, think about it, if it were in my head no one can accidentally read it and get pissed about it. It definitely is the safest place. Now the problem with that is that memory tends to fade with time. So whatever is kept in there will disappear eventually.

So how do i preserve it? There are so many things running through my head at this very moment that i wish to jot down but cant for fear of it being read by someone who is not supposed to read it. I will have to find a way to do this. I don't know how yet, but i will. Trust me i will.

I guess you are probably going like ' this idiot is already blogging and yet she is talking about the drawbacks to blogging?" Its true, i am blogging now, but i am not able to be free about it and that bothers me. The reason for me blogging is to see if someone out there comes up with a way to be free yet be very secrative about it. Till then.

Godbless.